Oct 30, 2011 23:47
School is...
Shit. Basically.
It's completely draining. Emotionally and mentally. Every creative bone in my body seems to have disintegrated. I long to write proper stories again but I just can't. I'm hoping that these Holidays (just three more weeks, just three more weeks, just three more weeks, justthreemoreweeksjustthreemoreweeks) I'll be able to really get into my writing and write all the Fanfiction that I know are bouncing around in my head like a ping pong championship. But until then I'm basically near suicidal but at the same time I don't want to kill myself...does that make sense? Like...I want to die but I don't want to be killed? No? Hm.
On another note, I watched Disney's Atlantis today on YouTube, and dear god, did it bring back some memories. Like when I was a kid and I'd pretend to be Kida and try to rise up like she did to accept the crystal...ah, memories.
Oh! And I found my Severus/Harry fic! Gah! I can't wait to read it again. I can't now because well, it's midnight and I have school tomorrow. Shoot me now.
So long.
fandom: harry potter,
type: rambling,
fanfiction,
pairing: harry/severus