Fear, doubt and apprehension.
It's weird how we could get so excited even though we weren't the ones receiving the results. It's weird how my heartbeat actually raced as the numbers were announced over the PA system, even though I wasn't even the one who earned them (well save for PW). This excitement, this adrenalin, this fear itself is scaring me - how much it's impacting me and seeping into the depths of my head. And with fear comes his friends doubt and apprehension, fog obscuring the road ahead. And now everything just looks bleaker because it just hit me how difficult A's really are. I am honestly just feeling scared. I don't even want to think about what the others are saying.
I wonder what ours would be like.