I have so many things to learn.
I still don't know where to start without making clumsy awkward steps.
But even when I say that this is all like Chinese chess whereby I am clueless, they say that this is all like Chinese chess whereby I need to practise and I need to quit hesitating so much and just move.
Based on that I've got a lot of habits to change. Are those changes truly sacrifices? Then again, that depends on my priorities, no? Or have I really been having my priorities wrong all this while? Then again, can the right be wrong? Or is it just politically right?
Though it's dangerous when I say that the right can be wrong.
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On a slightly differing note, I am getting more and more disgusted with myself. How the freak did I manage to screw up so badly?! It's just still not a trivial issue in my head. What the freak I am totally sucky urgh.
I'm sorry groupmates /:
But even when I say that this is all like Chinese chess whereby I am clueless, they say that this is all like Chinese chess whereby I need to practise and I need to quit hesitating so much and just move.
Based on that I've got a lot of habits to change. Are those changes truly sacrifices? Then again, that depends on my priorities, no? Or have I really been having my priorities wrong all this while? Then again, can the right be wrong? Or is it just politically right?
Though it's dangerous when I say that the right can be wrong.
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On a slightly differing note, I am getting more and more disgusted with myself. How the freak did I manage to screw up so badly?! It's just still not a trivial issue in my head. What the freak I am totally sucky urgh.
I'm sorry groupmates /: