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I worked 9-9 today, I was kind of happy because I didnt have a Valentine, I came home and just wanted to go to sleep.
I received a message on my phone, I got excited because I thought it would be a boy, but it was my mom...which was also important.
I have gifts from om and mammie and pop pop.
I had a slice of pizza, Raleigh licked me...I wanted to cry.
Then Tracie pulled out a big bag with 3 cards in it, a stuffed bear, a stuffed bee, a huge huge valentines mug, goldie lip gloss,ameretto lip gloss.
I hugged my dad, and actually hugged my step mom.
staying away from the computer has been good for me.
I get kind of weird because my dads side of th family isnt emotional. Most of the time I dont like my step mom, or maybe alot of the time i feel obligated.
I remember when she put color on my hair a few weeks ago and then massaged my head..I felt like I was supposed to hate it, and weird as it sounds that nice feeling stuck with me. So I hugged her today and she rubbed my back, I guess I dont know what its like to be liked like that, and maybe she isnt out to destroy my life. This Valentines has been nice, I alread received some candy and marshmellow hearts from mammie and pop pop, but they have other stuff. It feels pretty nice. Plus dads card made me cry, because iam such a cryer.
I just want to type what it says to remember it....
On special days like Vantine's Day and on ordinary days too
please know
that I see you..
I see the path
you've made
thats all your own.
I see the many
unique talents and gifts
you have to share.
I see your brilliance,
your enthusiasm, and how deeply
you care
and, sometimes I hurt.
I seee
your hard-earned wisdom,
your soft
pure innocence,
your courage
and compassion.
your unconditional goodness.
I see what a difference
you make in this world...
and I hope
you know
how very much
I love you,
and howproud
I'll always be
to have a daughter
as wonderful as you.
love, Dad and Tracie.
I received a message on my phone, I got excited because I thought it would be a boy, but it was my mom...which was also important.
I have gifts from om and mammie and pop pop.
I had a slice of pizza, Raleigh licked me...I wanted to cry.
Then Tracie pulled out a big bag with 3 cards in it, a stuffed bear, a stuffed bee, a huge huge valentines mug, goldie lip gloss,ameretto lip gloss.
I hugged my dad, and actually hugged my step mom.
staying away from the computer has been good for me.
I get kind of weird because my dads side of th family isnt emotional. Most of the time I dont like my step mom, or maybe alot of the time i feel obligated.
I remember when she put color on my hair a few weeks ago and then massaged my head..I felt like I was supposed to hate it, and weird as it sounds that nice feeling stuck with me. So I hugged her today and she rubbed my back, I guess I dont know what its like to be liked like that, and maybe she isnt out to destroy my life. This Valentines has been nice, I alread received some candy and marshmellow hearts from mammie and pop pop, but they have other stuff. It feels pretty nice. Plus dads card made me cry, because iam such a cryer.
I just want to type what it says to remember it....
On special days like Vantine's Day and on ordinary days too
please know
that I see you..
I see the path
you've made
thats all your own.
I see the many
unique talents and gifts
you have to share.
I see your brilliance,
your enthusiasm, and how deeply
you care
and, sometimes I hurt.
I seee
your hard-earned wisdom,
your soft
pure innocence,
your courage
and compassion.
your unconditional goodness.
I see what a difference
you make in this world...
and I hope
you know
how very much
I love you,
and howproud
I'll always be
to have a daughter
as wonderful as you.
love, Dad and Tracie.