Feb 03, 2006 21:15
found out that iam much happier when I get out, not the night life, just everyday errands, and I dont think much about anything else, but the task at hand.I also can not wait until it warms up so I can have late night walks, talks, and camping trips with my friends. The winter used to be fun staying in people houses and playing video games, but that hasnt happened yet this year, so spring better get here.
Tracie and I went to the IRS building today in Wilkes-Barre. I never want to go there again. The people that come in that joint eye you up and look at you like they are going to gash your throat. I said id stay in the waiting room with the rent a cop guy and others waiting, then in strolls a balding dude in a MCDonalds dirt winter jacket, with balding hair but braids in it, with colored rubber bands. I then said " iam going with you".
So I know this sounds lame, but a song thats totally sad is the Sinead O connor " nothing compares to you" song. I can picture myself in a hat and midlength jacket kicking rocks down a sidewalk ...that would be my music video, and maybe me sipping some coffee and eating garbage toast in a little cafe.
I hate downtown wilkes-barre and yet i love it...its pretty filthy and scarey, yet it interests me. The square looks so run down, I cant beleive how much more fearless i was when i was 15, running around that thing at night after seeing shows. Maybe ive gotten paranoid.