if you love me let me go
So...it's been awhile, eh?
I'm not sure I've ever gone this long without updating. It's weird.
But, uh, I signed a lease. We officially have an apartment (once the last of the money and keys exchange hands) and we're moving in (if all goes according to plan) on the 9th of February.
It's a 1-bedroom, but's nearly as big as the place we have now, and it's IN Manhattan. Very north, but still considered Manhattan.
I am freaking out (like I do) and I'm trying to schedule 3-days off work and over a weekend in retail so we'll see if I am granted my time :P Mostly I just feel sick to my stomach and keep bursting into tears. It's been a very emotional last few days, can I just say?
There's not really much else to say? This has pretty much consumed my life for the last week and a half and before that, I've just been trying to keep my head above water and not have a breakdown over the idea of moving. I don't do moving well. And there's so much to do in preparation for the move and there's even more to do after the move.
I am full of so many emotions that I can't really name them all, really. Other than ill. I just feel ill and I'm questioning everything, but that isn't all that new. That's like SOP for me.
But anyway. Yeah. We're officially moving to NYC. For realsies ('cause the last 4 months didn't count?)
I'm not sure I've ever gone this long without updating. It's weird.
But, uh, I signed a lease. We officially have an apartment (once the last of the money and keys exchange hands) and we're moving in (if all goes according to plan) on the 9th of February.
It's a 1-bedroom, but's nearly as big as the place we have now, and it's IN Manhattan. Very north, but still considered Manhattan.
I am freaking out (like I do) and I'm trying to schedule 3-days off work and over a weekend in retail so we'll see if I am granted my time :P Mostly I just feel sick to my stomach and keep bursting into tears. It's been a very emotional last few days, can I just say?
There's not really much else to say? This has pretty much consumed my life for the last week and a half and before that, I've just been trying to keep my head above water and not have a breakdown over the idea of moving. I don't do moving well. And there's so much to do in preparation for the move and there's even more to do after the move.
I am full of so many emotions that I can't really name them all, really. Other than ill. I just feel ill and I'm questioning everything, but that isn't all that new. That's like SOP for me.
But anyway. Yeah. We're officially moving to NYC. For realsies ('cause the last 4 months didn't count?)