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I wonder if I will ever stop being embarassed by my depression. Or feel shameful about it.
Because I HAVE to email my profs tonight and tell them about this embarassing thing I have. Oh, they know about the depression, but having to say to them, "I've been depressed" is one of the hardest things for me to do.
Those three words.
Because they feel like such an inadequate descriptor for the oversleeping, the panic, the feeling like my insides have been scooped out, the hysteria, the grief...
How do I say all that?