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I want to have something that sets me apart from everyone else. There are all these things I notice about other people and I envy them for it, whether its a style, awesome hair, beautiful skin or the "perfect" body. I want a specific feature that makes people see me for someone other than "Just another girl who goes to the grotto sometimes" I hate that, Everyone has something special about them, but im jsut a mess of bittten fingernails, messy hair, a pudgy belly, and blemished skin. This is jsut a thought and I didnt really feel like making this private, but please don't comment on this nonetheless because I dont want to feel as though im recieving sympathy. Alot of things have been bothering me lately, theres only a select few people I can tolerate at school and you KNOW who you guys are, but other than you guys I want to scream and pull out my hair when anyone else even comes near me, im in this weird mood and im hating every single second of it. Im a mess and I dont know what to do, I dont even know how to describe any of my nonsense. Im going to bed
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