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Oct 15, 2005 20:00

I thought it was just because of my period
well I guess it wasn't
usually the night before my period I can't sleep
last night was like those nights
but later today I didn't get my period
is it something else?
I feel stressed all day... why??
can't stop thinking
but it is impossible
I just can't!
he's 27 and I'm only 19
he had a couple of serious relationships
and he would be my first...
it's just impossible
but why is my heart saying different
because of him I stayed friday
because of him I had to pay for my train ticket saturday
and because of him I'm thinking of getting back soon tomorrow
instead of late
because of him I wanted to get up at seven this morning
but I just couldn't
I caught my sleep finally at 6:30
but I feel stressed
thoughtfully
OMG I JUST CAN NOT RESIST IT
BUT NOR CAN I GO THROUGH WITH IT!!!!
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