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OMG I saw him again and it reminded me what I saw in him the first time... :S He's cute, but completely different. Maybe out of my league or maybe I'm out of his... something will go totally wrong if I get the nerve to talk to him; all I can do is smile and say hi and that's exactly what he does. How could this happen? I only knew him for about 2 hours, we kissed and that's all! I seriously have to rethink everything. The boy who kissed me last weekend was awful. Well not awfull, but he just kissed me while I had never seen him before. I hadn't even talked to him! I just couldn't stop thinking about the other one :S bad! (you think you're a slut? then what am I? I'm not as bad as my other friends, but that doesn't make things better!). It's just... well I can't really say... can't find the right words... I just want to feel good.... I guess... and it makes you feel good if someone likes you... not just my friends (they like me, I don't have to doubt about that!) but .. well... guys ;)