back to this again
how to explain??? the community ive been ive been in for about two years is FEATHERS!"" its a great community, full of beautiful people..full of support.
i havent been commenting in a lot the last few months just due to the fact im scared incase someone has joined who is one of those people who want to become like this however i dont judge like that because if they wanted to become like that then there has got to be something there as well just not fully...yet! does that make sense???
well ive decided not just to post in my diary but in the community again, ive lost all control and im completely disgusting...completely!!! i need a saving angel and im think feathers is the anwser. itll take time to get back into posting all the time and hopefully ill meet new friends because some of the people who i was really close to has went away, **i hope their ok** *hugs*
anyway...
swimming tonight
RUSSIAN GYMNASTIC DIET STARTING NEXT MONDAY
i havent been commenting in a lot the last few months just due to the fact im scared incase someone has joined who is one of those people who want to become like this however i dont judge like that because if they wanted to become like that then there has got to be something there as well just not fully...yet! does that make sense???
well ive decided not just to post in my diary but in the community again, ive lost all control and im completely disgusting...completely!!! i need a saving angel and im think feathers is the anwser. itll take time to get back into posting all the time and hopefully ill meet new friends because some of the people who i was really close to has went away, **i hope their ok** *hugs*
anyway...
swimming tonight
RUSSIAN GYMNASTIC DIET STARTING NEXT MONDAY