why me,why us?
Suffering? What exactly does that word mean, or do we finally have a chance in saying we suffer from this when your lying in bed with the dry boke or crying yourself to sleep; wondering and asking yourself what you've done so bad to "suffer" like we do!
Theres' so many young girls,including myself on these livejournal things and I have doubt in saying we are all prob really nice people & would love to get away from all this! However, like myself it pulls you back to square one over and over! And you get stuck AGAIN & then we've went so far into this we dont have the slightest clue of "eating normal" is anymore so we're left to suffer?? Arent we not? I bet so many people would ask themselves the same?? When did eating normal become more a difficult choice?? When did we forget to do that...
So here I am, and so many other girls & boys "suffering" & for what??? Did we bring this all onto ourselves? Is God punishing us for something we've done and we dont even know yet?? Why?? Can we escape...
Sometimes I think we cant, because its our own selves we're trying to escape from!
I think i may be talking rubbish, but you know what? Im sick of this!! When will it end! Or do I even want it to end? I dont know anymore, some days are bad and you want nothing more than to die...we've prob all said to ourselves at one point I'd rather die than be like this but then other days we take as its a part of us...
Right now...Im ready to escape, I just cant find the door to do so!
Help??!!
WB
Theres' so many young girls,including myself on these livejournal things and I have doubt in saying we are all prob really nice people & would love to get away from all this! However, like myself it pulls you back to square one over and over! And you get stuck AGAIN & then we've went so far into this we dont have the slightest clue of "eating normal" is anymore so we're left to suffer?? Arent we not? I bet so many people would ask themselves the same?? When did eating normal become more a difficult choice?? When did we forget to do that...
So here I am, and so many other girls & boys "suffering" & for what??? Did we bring this all onto ourselves? Is God punishing us for something we've done and we dont even know yet?? Why?? Can we escape...
Sometimes I think we cant, because its our own selves we're trying to escape from!
I think i may be talking rubbish, but you know what? Im sick of this!! When will it end! Or do I even want it to end? I dont know anymore, some days are bad and you want nothing more than to die...we've prob all said to ourselves at one point I'd rather die than be like this but then other days we take as its a part of us...
Right now...Im ready to escape, I just cant find the door to do so!
Help??!!
WB