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[escapewithme]

What am I supposed to do when I see someone following in my foot steps?
What are you supposed to do when your best friend doesn't catch you when you fall
when you asked them to?
What am I suppose to do when I'm watching hardship I don't care to witness anymore?
I'm not as strong as I thought I was.
I am blinded by my frustrations.
I want to tell her that I can't care anymore.
I want to tell her I'm so angry with her.
That I have been here and you've taken full advantage of that
But you will continuously hurt yourself and let yourself get hurt.
that you have been accepting my shoulders but you won't show me that you want to get better.
I can't give you my strength anymore.
I know you will let this tear us apart.
you really don't care at all as long as you get him.
You are ruining your education for him.
You are ruining our friendship for him.
You are ruining your health for him.
You are ruining everything for him.
And, you don't want to hear it from anyone.
What exactly did you want from me?
To be a martyr? Well, I won't anymore.
If you think you're actions don't hurt the people around you
then, you are a joke.