...centuries ago.
It's been a long time since I've updated, hasn't it? Like a year or so. Something along those lines. A lot has happened within that year. I became a sponsored running, lost sponsorship, started cycling, lost my virginity (woo!) and found a special loved one. Amongst other things
too, of course.
I also began working for the Winchester Mystery House in January and up until recently, it had been great. I've now found myself with lack of interest as a tour guide. It's just not fun anymore but I found a sudden interest in doing Tranny Porn. I don't completely understand why I want to do. I wonder if there something wrong with me. But I feel like Tranny Porn is treated like some kind of joke and I want to remove such labeling from it. It's more than that. I think it is, anyway. I really want to do Tranny Porn. I contacted a company in San Francisco, who accepted my application but we're just looking for a partner. So, I am currently seeking a partner. I guess that's cool. One step closer to my goal.
I don't honestly think there is something necessarily 'wrong' with me. I don't know if it's right to want such a thing. My boyfriend is a little uneasy about the whole thing but that's understandable. He figured as long as he gets the opportunity to meet the people I'm going to be associating myself with, he'll be fine with it. God, I love him. He's an amazing guy. He's also transgendered, in case you're wondering but he's a bit different.
I remember when I first figured things out, I was very aggressive and motivated about what I wanted. Ty (my boyfriend) lacks any and all motivation for... anything, really. I would assume if he hated being stuck in the body that he has now, he'd DO something about it and yet, he doesn't. I find it a little frustrating but I try to keep my mouth shut. Occasionally I'll ask or prod him but otherwise, I'm silent. I love him but I just wonder if he truly means it when he says he's transgender.
I'm inserting a two year post-op picture, by the way. I wanted to do a Pre/Post-op thing but I never took any pictures after the operation, it slipped my mind. Although, I'm sure I could call my surgeon and ask him for a copy of the picture he took. *shrugs* Maybe.
too, of course.
I also began working for the Winchester Mystery House in January and up until recently, it had been great. I've now found myself with lack of interest as a tour guide. It's just not fun anymore but I found a sudden interest in doing Tranny Porn. I don't completely understand why I want to do. I wonder if there something wrong with me. But I feel like Tranny Porn is treated like some kind of joke and I want to remove such labeling from it. It's more than that. I think it is, anyway. I really want to do Tranny Porn. I contacted a company in San Francisco, who accepted my application but we're just looking for a partner. So, I am currently seeking a partner. I guess that's cool. One step closer to my goal.
I don't honestly think there is something necessarily 'wrong' with me. I don't know if it's right to want such a thing. My boyfriend is a little uneasy about the whole thing but that's understandable. He figured as long as he gets the opportunity to meet the people I'm going to be associating myself with, he'll be fine with it. God, I love him. He's an amazing guy. He's also transgendered, in case you're wondering but he's a bit different.
I remember when I first figured things out, I was very aggressive and motivated about what I wanted. Ty (my boyfriend) lacks any and all motivation for... anything, really. I would assume if he hated being stuck in the body that he has now, he'd DO something about it and yet, he doesn't. I find it a little frustrating but I try to keep my mouth shut. Occasionally I'll ask or prod him but otherwise, I'm silent. I love him but I just wonder if he truly means it when he says he's transgender.
I'm inserting a two year post-op picture, by the way. I wanted to do a Pre/Post-op thing but I never took any pictures after the operation, it slipped my mind. Although, I'm sure I could call my surgeon and ask him for a copy of the picture he took. *shrugs* Maybe.