Happiness is hard to come by now-a-days
I actually got to hang out with some people after work yesterday who werent drinking. it was fun. i barely ever get to do anything anymore. i work too much, too late into the day. I never even have time to see jess and sarah anymore. jess and i get schedualed different shifts at hollywood, and havent once been schedualed to work together, and sarah is always babysitting, and now shes in hawaii. i guess its good that i get to get away from work for a little over a week to go to cancun, but i wish i coulda gone with jess and sarah, and maybe even a guy....but no, i dont have one. I just cant seem to find the right person for me. I know i'm suppossed to be patient, but I can't be. And it doesn't help that i'm so damn picky either, but i dont want to get caught up in something that just doesn't feel right.