Let me sleep and not wake up.....for a few days
im getting so burned out. and i barely ever even have time to get online and write in this, but i will when i can.
now i have TWO job. manager at dominos, and also work at hollywood video. when im not working a job on one day, i work the other job, some days both in a row. and i have school 3 days a week. UGH. but hopefully the pay checks will be good, so i can save up enough money to buy a new car, and help me through school.....and to go to cancun this january, hawaii next october, and australia maybe the sept after that. damn, lot of traveling, but hey i only live once and i want to have fun and not be stuck in this state all of the time dealing with stupid shit and being sad or lonely or whatever. i just need to get away once in a while. cancun is my first break away. i cant wait. want to forget about all the crap i am going through here. i think im still always going to be confused about shit, at least for now. but less and less then more and man its tough. but nothing i can talk about so dont ask because i cant explain, words wont sound right...hah. but im gonna stop writing because i have homework and have to get up early for work then school then more work...wish me luck
now i have TWO job. manager at dominos, and also work at hollywood video. when im not working a job on one day, i work the other job, some days both in a row. and i have school 3 days a week. UGH. but hopefully the pay checks will be good, so i can save up enough money to buy a new car, and help me through school.....and to go to cancun this january, hawaii next october, and australia maybe the sept after that. damn, lot of traveling, but hey i only live once and i want to have fun and not be stuck in this state all of the time dealing with stupid shit and being sad or lonely or whatever. i just need to get away once in a while. cancun is my first break away. i cant wait. want to forget about all the crap i am going through here. i think im still always going to be confused about shit, at least for now. but less and less then more and man its tough. but nothing i can talk about so dont ask because i cant explain, words wont sound right...hah. but im gonna stop writing because i have homework and have to get up early for work then school then more work...wish me luck