Do You Think The Earth Can Survive?

[escapethroughme]

I almost did two really stupid things today.
I am ashamed for even thinking about it.

I am not kidding.  I really hate my life.
Considering how shit-fucked this year has been, I think I've done well dealing.

Have ya ever wanted to just say how absolutely empty you really feel,
but there are no words to justify what that emptiness means?

I suppose you could take something/someone you're passionate about and use it as fuel to keep goin'.

Trust, is a relationship of alliance, wouldn't you agree?
Trust is like a prediction of reliance on an action.

Which reminds me of fate.

The inevitability of fate.  
Like Romeo and Juliet, they are fated never to be together.
In attempting to defy this fate, they unsure it.

What should I believe in?
Is all this meant to happen?  Am I suppose to reach the divine?
Have I really been reincarnated?  
If so, how old is my soul?

Fuck.  I want to understand.
  Such a thirst for things that can't truly be explained.

Lets say some things you can't ignore, like,  "Hey, I love you."
...And I do.  I will keep saying it as long as I feel it.  Fuck keeping it in.

-Out.