Statements...

[escapeandfly]

I'd just like to announce that I'm officially a future Gator. I finally got my birthday present: a 30 GB ipod with video capabilities. I somewhat have a new crush. I <3 Jeannie and Jennifer time with Entre Nous. I still can't remember my first date. I will probably be needing help on my math IA. I think I did ok on the SAT today. Kyle said I looked braindead. I love stormy weather on certain nights. I love happy endings and nondepressing movies. I like spending time with my mom and hearing her laugh. I don't like thinking about not having my mom alive. I honestly miss my dad, but it may just be because I can't rub in the whole getting into UF to his face. He owes me a celebration dinner. The game Friday night was "Hard to Swallow". I love our team though and I think our year will go down in the history of NHS. The cop I talked to tonight was funny. He thinks drunk people are humorous, just as I do. Tomorrow is going to be complex. I'm going snowboarding December 18-22, then I'll be in Indiana with family til the 28th-ish. Wow, my calender was still on October, that's kinda sad. I'm 18 and been 18 for awhile, and all I've done is...nothing. Life's been busy. We have Secret Santa in Biology class, and I'm going to try not to forget...yikes. "Though what are dreams if not life itself?"- A.S. Byatt. My computer is doing a lot right now, and it's pretty loud (the venting that is). Casey (my dog) got groomed, she's so much prettier now. She's still weird. I'm going to miss her when I'm at college. Maybe I'll come back just to visit her haha. She's been a best friend of mine since I was seven. I still can't answer the "where do you see yourself in so many years?" question, I like to believe I have many options, like Seattle, Stanford, or even the Google company. I'm not even sure at this point whether or not I'll keep my major (computer engineering). All my brother could say was "that's a lot of math". I've been thinking to much today. I think it's the weather's fault. Can you believe there is only one full week of school left, then exams? So much to do. I know this is a long entry. I'm fairly bored, while still easily amused. I think I shall retire now and enjoy blankets, pillows, and nice book (that I hope I don't finish before my car trips). What shall I ever do without my JCrew for a week and a half?

P.S. Thanks for all the congratulations! You make me feel loved :)