Jul 19, 2005 23:45
so im leaving for my trip in a day. i really dont know what is wrong
with me but i feel so empty. i mean im happier now then i was in the
beggingin of the summer but its weird i wanna do something with my life
besides waste it.
i can drive now , kinda. ive been driving my dad crazy.
im glad i decided on quiting my bitch status.
martins back. im happy because it was weird not hearing from him for 3 weeks.
now i can have my degrassi party.
i love soccer. i hate how i am not so good at it and i hate how my coach benches me when im the most dependable one. WEAK
i miss the self i never knew.
fuck this trip better be worth it.
it seems like im always in trouble for nothing
i like jacks personality hes a funny 4 year old
i dont like 21 yearold marines stalking me at bbqs
i like summer school. i feel smart
anyways i dont have enough energy to talk about my life lately. i just am through
i hope d has fun with my family shes cool