3.5 years later...

May 30, 2010 23:36

Honestly, I can't believe I am doing this. I am no where close to where I was before when I last wrote in this journal...nor am I close to anything resembling what anyone who knew me then would have expected - I don't think. Either way, I am feeling lost. I feel a need to re-connect to who I was before well, 3 years ago. In someways this is possible and in others its just not. As a mother, you can't just rewind and turn into the person you were before you were a mother. The mother part of me is great. I just need to work on the rest of me. I need to figure out what I should be doing. My life has never felt as uncertain as it does now-a-days...and that just seems wrong. ha ha!

well, I think thats all I am going to write today. I would like to get in contact with Corey. I don't know how to get ahold of him anymore so if you know...I could use the help. Thank you.
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