I'm so lost...

[esachula]

I don't know what to do or how to feel at times. I feel as though I make progress but most of the time I don't realize how much I'm digressing. The sadness takes a hold of me, and I know there is no one I can talk to. My friends have lives to attend to, others have children. My boyfriend has better things to do and his words fall short of mending.

I'm trying to make the best with the little I have, but positivity has never been my forte.
The only times I write in this journal is to reveal how truly sad I am to complete strangers who may or may not read this. Everyone needs someone to vent to, right?

I feel a little better already...