pack up, don't stray

[esachicaloca]

I need a lot of little things. I need comfort. I need to smile more. I need a hug. I need a kiss. I need to sleep. I need to sleep in your arms. I need to not read old letters written by people I miss terribly. I need new letters from people I miss terribly. I need help. I need someone who will understand. I need someone who's willing to listen. I need to give up. I need to try harder. I need to scream. I need to stop letting you try to turn me into somebody else. I need to stop wanting you to be somebody else. I need to stop compromising. I need to stop waiting. I need time. I need a long walk. I need to be less afraid. I need to be more independent. I need to be alone. I need you to miss me. I need you. I need to stop worrying. I need to feel wanted. I need to feel beautiful. I need attention. I need a phone call. I need to hear your voice. I need to hear you say you love me, and I need to know you do. I need you to need me, how I need you.

I need to lower my expectations.