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[erzabetbathory]

Meh I don't know how I feel anymore I truely wish I did My life is confusing and has lost it's meaning it seems I don't understand things anymore, like I ever did whatever what am I supposed to do just write on this crap hoping to find someone who understands immpossible everyone's life is too different to understand eachothers I have mentally

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[machetemike]

Hey life never looses meaning. Some things arn't ment to be understood, just accepted. And whall I agree with everyone's life being too differen't to ever even hope to find someone that understands, just know that there are those that have an open mind toward things, allowing them to understand. And hey i'll be your friend. And i'm sure if you take the time to explain to me, that I will understand and be able to help. And you're not "weird" that word is relatave to ones perspective. And i'm sorry that you feel as though you hate people. And whall reality is harsh, just remember that, No matter how long the night, the dawn will always break. And hey, I know that we don't exactly know eachother, but believe me when I say that you can count of me, you can trust me, because I am always here for everyone. I'm sorry that you feel alone, but I too know how you feel. And no you will not be alone like this later in life, because, no one is ever truly alone, there are always people there for you that care for you, and one should never forget that. If there is anything that I could do for you that would make you feel better in the slightest way, all you ever need to do is ask, and i'll be there for you.

Em Amor E Morte

[erzabetbathory]

Tahnk you for your kindness and for your friendship but I suppose I knew life hasn't lost it's meaning but it seems it's lost it's spark more than it's meaning I contradict myself too much I think. And for me being "weird" well thats all opinion I agree I just wish I could walk alone for hours in the shade with trees above me just alone and for as long as possible nothing to bother me just walking but now I feel like I'm walking on a crowded street in the blinding sun puching on my shoulders and I try to throw one foot infront of me in hopes that my body with go along with it but it doesn't and I'm stuck their keeping my balance while people carelessly smash into me until I fall...I guess that is how I feel it sounds stupid but thats what I can make of it...

[machetemike]

It is nothing you need to thank me for. And i'm sorry that you feel like that. If there is anything I can do at all to help you, don't hesatate to tell me ok. And whall you wish to walk alone... One should never walk alone, you may feel like this now, but one day you may come to realize that being alone is not exactly a desireable state. But as for felling of city couded people... Don't worry. Give it time, all will pass and you will have what you desire, there wont be people shoving you untill you fall, but a few there to catch you if you do.

Em Amor E Morte

[erzabetbathory]

Falling is inevitable as for walking alone I know how it feels to be alone I have been for many years but I want to be truely alone with my mind and just beautiful trees to look at not people I'm sick of seeing people they tell to many stories and all their eyes are so sad...

[machetemike]

Yes falling is inevitable, but there will always be someone there to catch you, even if you don't see or think they are actully there. And yes the feeling of solitude, is truly one that I myself have grown used to over the passing of time. But to not want to see people, shows that you have grown cold toward the world. Whall there are those amung this world that speak of such things and yet still harbor the eyes holding back the sadness of their lies, does not mean that one should wish to quit seeing every and their entirety. What could have happened, what could they have done to you that would make you feel like this?

Em Amor E Morte