I'm tierd of life
well that's basically it life has exausted me...I need to move out regardless of the fact I will lose everything I don't care, I am dying inside...I am confused and hurt.... it's funny because only the people you love can hurt you ...so why bother loving...I am done with life...seriously....you know what would be funny if I typed that and the next day I was found dead...for no reason, just dead... I wonder what would happen if I died....after I died ...would the world suddenly make sense? hopefully it would or else I'll feel the same dead or alive and well then life and death would be pointless... damn I wonder if anyone knows how much it hurts to wake up afraid and go to bed afraid and wake up bassically dead inside...I sound so emo...ha stupid stereotypes....I don't know how I feel anymore I just need to umm....meditate ....for a long time and then move....If I don't move out I will end up commiting emotional suicide, if I haven't already...fuck...this....shit