Home Sweet Home
There is nowhere I'd rather be right now, except at home. Away from chaos, judgment, Isolation.
so cal air goes to people's head I suppose, and last calls for alcohol and booty calls are more important then last goodbye's with supposed friends. But it's all good. This teaches me where I stand to keep my guard up. otherwise you just end up with hurt feelings sitting in your room with volumes to max so you can at least pretend you can't hear all the commotion.
I'm the kids alone in a crowded room. I'm the silence amongst the robust noise, I'm the calm before the storm. Holding it in isn't great but I don't know what to even say the past few days have been a haze and I wonder how i even ended up here to begin with, I know where it began but how did we or I get onto this crazy road... did i make bad choices?
my stomach is hurting and I'm sleepy but can't sleep. and mad but want to cry. I just want to go home where the love in unconditional and I can safely escape the taste of chaos that is sitting sooo sourly on my mouth
p.s I want to be Sophia Coppola's friend
so cal air goes to people's head I suppose, and last calls for alcohol and booty calls are more important then last goodbye's with supposed friends. But it's all good. This teaches me where I stand to keep my guard up. otherwise you just end up with hurt feelings sitting in your room with volumes to max so you can at least pretend you can't hear all the commotion.
I'm the kids alone in a crowded room. I'm the silence amongst the robust noise, I'm the calm before the storm. Holding it in isn't great but I don't know what to even say the past few days have been a haze and I wonder how i even ended up here to begin with, I know where it began but how did we or I get onto this crazy road... did i make bad choices?
my stomach is hurting and I'm sleepy but can't sleep. and mad but want to cry. I just want to go home where the love in unconditional and I can safely escape the taste of chaos that is sitting sooo sourly on my mouth
p.s I want to be Sophia Coppola's friend