Very Interesting & So True!
From http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm - Your aura personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'. But enough is enough. Nothing seems to be working out as you would like it to and it has got to the stage where you feel as if you can't be bothered anymore. You haven't been feeling that great lately. Both physically and mentally you are exhausted. To your best friends, those who know you and love you, it shows. Your self esteem has been reduced almost to a minimum and in order to recover - and you will eventually- it is necessary that you get away from it all, even if it be only for a few days. Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with your situation but right now there is very little that you can do about it. So sit back, be patient, & let the situation take its course, and eventually things will improve. Your stress is the result of an emotional disappointment.
It could well be that a relationship is no longer running smoothly and you have come to the end of your tether. On the one hand you would like to free yourself from this relationship altogether, yet on the other hand, you don't want to lose anything nor risk the uncertainty of throwing away something that could be the 'real thing'. Perhaps for the first time in your life you really don't know which way to go, and it is these contradictory emotions that are causing you the untold stress. You are pretending to the world that you don't care but even this air of pretence is causing you much heartache. You feel its not worth formulating new ideas and projects anymore, because whatever you seem to have done in the past has never worked out, and you are tired of, as they say, banging your head against a brick wall. No one seems to care. So now you are trying to get away from it all by being in denial, or withdrawing into a 'fantasy land' but unfortunately, 'fantasy land' is just that, and sooner or later, you will have to return to reality.
Enough is enough - but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit - you bounce back time and time again - you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that 'belief' system that in the end, everything will turn out ok - and you are right -it will! You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you. You wish to be left in peace - no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone..
It could well be that a relationship is no longer running smoothly and you have come to the end of your tether. On the one hand you would like to free yourself from this relationship altogether, yet on the other hand, you don't want to lose anything nor risk the uncertainty of throwing away something that could be the 'real thing'. Perhaps for the first time in your life you really don't know which way to go, and it is these contradictory emotions that are causing you the untold stress. You are pretending to the world that you don't care but even this air of pretence is causing you much heartache. You feel its not worth formulating new ideas and projects anymore, because whatever you seem to have done in the past has never worked out, and you are tired of, as they say, banging your head against a brick wall. No one seems to care. So now you are trying to get away from it all by being in denial, or withdrawing into a 'fantasy land' but unfortunately, 'fantasy land' is just that, and sooner or later, you will have to return to reality.
Enough is enough - but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit - you bounce back time and time again - you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that 'belief' system that in the end, everything will turn out ok - and you are right -it will! You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you. You wish to be left in peace - no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone..