I want it all to end....
Yaaaaay, Friday the fucking 13th!!!!!
The world is falling apart around me. All that i have worked so far for has been stolen from me. My life as i know it has been destroyed. Destroyed by a Colombian Cunt. Now because of this bitch i feel like going back to the streets and just killing myself with dope. But there is something stopping me, and she is so beautiful, and she doesn't deserve to grow up without a mommy. If i took my life it would be so selfish for that little girl. I feel like a dog who is stupidly drooling and following a piece of meat with it's eyes. I am nothing but a drone who is controlled. I am confined by "liquid handcuffs". I am just another person complaining abut how badly we are treated at this place. When people bitch to me i just look at them the same way... "sure you didn't get high....you fucking junkie." Who is really going to believe me. I am stereo-typed, i am just another addict on a methadone clinic. And the people who are administrators and counselors at this clinic are fucking me.... hard, up the ass with no fucking jelly. It sucks so bad and i don't know what to do anymore. I'm so tiered of complaining. I feel like a bitch, i can't take nothing in this life, this ain't nothing compared to what i will face with a child in the coming years.
I hate myself.
...The Fucking End...
The world is falling apart around me. All that i have worked so far for has been stolen from me. My life as i know it has been destroyed. Destroyed by a Colombian Cunt. Now because of this bitch i feel like going back to the streets and just killing myself with dope. But there is something stopping me, and she is so beautiful, and she doesn't deserve to grow up without a mommy. If i took my life it would be so selfish for that little girl. I feel like a dog who is stupidly drooling and following a piece of meat with it's eyes. I am nothing but a drone who is controlled. I am confined by "liquid handcuffs". I am just another person complaining abut how badly we are treated at this place. When people bitch to me i just look at them the same way... "sure you didn't get high....you fucking junkie." Who is really going to believe me. I am stereo-typed, i am just another addict on a methadone clinic. And the people who are administrators and counselors at this clinic are fucking me.... hard, up the ass with no fucking jelly. It sucks so bad and i don't know what to do anymore. I'm so tiered of complaining. I feel like a bitch, i can't take nothing in this life, this ain't nothing compared to what i will face with a child in the coming years.
I hate myself.
...The Fucking End...