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Every time I come back from my sister's I find myself looking forward to the day when I can be like that. They live together so happily, and I just find myself wishing that could be me. I mean, they met at art college and have been, as Stu said, 'living in each other's pockets' ever since. I love that. They're so perfect for each other and so happy. But they've had a lot of life in between and I need to do that. But I do look forward to the day when I can really settle down with my own house and my own food and my own things and the person I love.
But maybe that's where I fall down. Perhaps I think about that so much I'm going to ruin things now. Thing is, I don't want to skip out that life in the middle. I just hope I don't spoil things. Things should be taken as they come, I don't want to plan years and years in advance, except for fun. Because it is fun.
And maybe it doesn't matter that I'm not as good as other girls and to me I'm far from perfect. I have someone who I really believe is perfect for me. If I can't get on with that, what good would I be otherwise? I don't need to worry, I guess. As long as we still feel we fit, it doesn't make any difference.
I have an amusing accordion-like thing :D:D I love it :D Stu gave it to me and it is genius. I love it :) Now i just need to learn how to actually play it ;)
How's life, people? Love you all :)
But maybe that's where I fall down. Perhaps I think about that so much I'm going to ruin things now. Thing is, I don't want to skip out that life in the middle. I just hope I don't spoil things. Things should be taken as they come, I don't want to plan years and years in advance, except for fun. Because it is fun.
And maybe it doesn't matter that I'm not as good as other girls and to me I'm far from perfect. I have someone who I really believe is perfect for me. If I can't get on with that, what good would I be otherwise? I don't need to worry, I guess. As long as we still feel we fit, it doesn't make any difference.
I have an amusing accordion-like thing :D:D I love it :D Stu gave it to me and it is genius. I love it :) Now i just need to learn how to actually play it ;)
How's life, people? Love you all :)