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I'm sick and tired of seeing my mom be mistreated by my brothers. I'm sick and tired of my mom not being the parent! she says she is a lousy mother, well it seems like she doesn't even try! she complains that my parents don't have the money to get groceries, but when my brother says the transmission he wants is $250, he automatically gets it. that money should go toward another bill. yeah, then I find out Wes spent it on nonsense. then asked for more money. whatever happened to ask your father? that is what us girls had to do.
oh, and TJ, its not your vehicle. if parents say to be back Saturday night, be back. if you don't want to be go find your own freaking car! you don't make the car payments! you don't pay the insurance! the least you could do is actually respect their request!
I just don't want to be apart of their lives anymore. can I just hang out with my dad? oH, wait, he is too busy working because Jen got fired and he has even more tasks to complete. for how much he works, my family should be able to afford to buy another vehicle, pay off the house, etc, but salary sucks.... at least Lorraine is trying her best, now that she has a baby.
really, what would they do if I wasn't here? its not the first time I have thought about it. most people do not know how much I think about being a worthless being and shouldn't be on this earth. I have my one good friend, but she is a few hours away. I have no one I can count on. it truly sucks!
thanks live journal for being my get off my chest rants. knowing it is not used by many anymore, I feel more comfortable posting my dramatic feelings on here.
do you know how much it hurts when your brother turns down his birthday gift? granted it wasn't huge, just a breakfast or lunch. he is gonna be in trouble a lot as an adult if he doesn't learn quickly.
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