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Today, for me, has been like: whammo.
My best friend is having a crisis with her girlfriend, who happens to be my boyfriend's really good friend, and so I just spent the past five hours IMing with her. And my boyfriend's over at their house right now, and I'm horribly selfish but a part of me is just hoping that this doesn't affect our relationship and we can all go out and hang out, but I kind of doubt that'll happen. And another horrible part of me is kind of miffed that I haven't heard from her all summer, but now that something bad happens...it seems like I'm always the friend people contact to cry on my shoulder, but not the friend people call to hang out with. My grandpa, who is in a nursing home, isn't doing well right now. I have horrible cramps and I can't figure out if it is phantom impending period or stress or some other mystery thing. I move in three days and I have done nothing.
I'm scared.
My best friend is having a crisis with her girlfriend, who happens to be my boyfriend's really good friend, and so I just spent the past five hours IMing with her. And my boyfriend's over at their house right now, and I'm horribly selfish but a part of me is just hoping that this doesn't affect our relationship and we can all go out and hang out, but I kind of doubt that'll happen. And another horrible part of me is kind of miffed that I haven't heard from her all summer, but now that something bad happens...it seems like I'm always the friend people contact to cry on my shoulder, but not the friend people call to hang out with. My grandpa, who is in a nursing home, isn't doing well right now. I have horrible cramps and I can't figure out if it is phantom impending period or stress or some other mystery thing. I move in three days and I have done nothing.
I'm scared.