May 29, 2006 18:40
well, we officially moved out sunday. there's still a few things left to get, but for the most part it's all over but the shouting. i think maggie and i are going to go there tomorrow and clean up and hang for a while. i think it will be good for us to spend some time there, probably crying with each other. hopefully tonight she will be hanging out with james, seeing as yesterday, their one year anniversary, she was interrupted by other people's problems.
i'm so ready for a break.
i want to get away, from everyone.
i'm tired of drama. ie: tonight i'm going to hang out with my sister b/c her inlaws are overly religious assholes and make her feel bad.
maybe everyone will grow up and get their shit together by the time i get back.
i've come to the realization that you have either deal with things or be rid of them and let them go. as hard as it may be and as much as i hate to say it, no one is worth it. no one.
hate me for saying it or call me insensitive, but the time has come to be done. i'm here to listen and i'll talk to you all you want. i'll even tell ya'll what to do. you may or may not like it, but i'll do it.
i have to go deal with family issues now.