It's the bitter taste of losing everything that I've held so dear...
I knew it was going to be hard...but I didn't think it was going to be as hard as it was.
Today was the saying goodbye day. It started off by bringing my dog to my grandparents' (she's staying overnight there til my parents get home), I cried bringing her over there in the car. And then saying goodbye to my grandpa, he's my pal, was hard...grandpas are not supposed to cry! After that I went to see Ang...I'm really going to miss her, I've never had to go to school without her and I don't know how I'm going to manage. We've been friends for so long and we know each other so well...I'm looking forward to seeing our frienship grow.
I just got home a bit ago from saying goodbye to Marshall, Sandy, Nat, and Claire. I'm still crying about it. Every once in awhile, someone or some group of people come into your life and it is like they fit perfectly, like they were some missing piece. Saying goodbye to them was one of the hardest things I have EVER done in my life. We were all crying...Sandy and I held each other and cried for a long time. Claire kept saying "you can't leave, you can't leave, you can't leave"...and poor Nat and Marshall were crying too. They are without a doubt, my second family. I love them so incredibly much, and they are going to be in my life forever (because I pretty much can't make it without them).
Ahh this entry is all jumbled...and I'm all weepy...I need to go to bed...
College here I come....
Today was the saying goodbye day. It started off by bringing my dog to my grandparents' (she's staying overnight there til my parents get home), I cried bringing her over there in the car. And then saying goodbye to my grandpa, he's my pal, was hard...grandpas are not supposed to cry! After that I went to see Ang...I'm really going to miss her, I've never had to go to school without her and I don't know how I'm going to manage. We've been friends for so long and we know each other so well...I'm looking forward to seeing our frienship grow.
I just got home a bit ago from saying goodbye to Marshall, Sandy, Nat, and Claire. I'm still crying about it. Every once in awhile, someone or some group of people come into your life and it is like they fit perfectly, like they were some missing piece. Saying goodbye to them was one of the hardest things I have EVER done in my life. We were all crying...Sandy and I held each other and cried for a long time. Claire kept saying "you can't leave, you can't leave, you can't leave"...and poor Nat and Marshall were crying too. They are without a doubt, my second family. I love them so incredibly much, and they are going to be in my life forever (because I pretty much can't make it without them).
Ahh this entry is all jumbled...and I'm all weepy...I need to go to bed...
College here I come....