Ch-ch-ch-changes
I can smell the changes coming now, before they seemed so far off, a distant thing to strive for, a tantalizing fruit dangling just out of reach.
But it's all very soon now.....the movers are booked for Saturday, I found someone to drive me (yay sister), a new roommate to take my room, new apartment, new job and a chance to finally get out of the city, to throw this smog cloak from off my shoulders and live a little bit closer to the things that matter. The thought of the 4 minute walk to work and the view of the river outside my new window has been keeping me going lately in the flurry of activity of leaving here, the picking of my brain for all the information it holds, and the doing of a million and one small tasks.
I'm a bit apprehensive, but only in the way that you are when you're changing everything in a fell swoop, and everything that is familiar is going to fall by the wayside, at least for now.......but overall I am just so ready. So ready to leave, to take on new challenges, to have a bit of peace and quiet, to still my mind and just be, rather than just getting caught up in everything that comes my way.
But it's all very soon now.....the movers are booked for Saturday, I found someone to drive me (yay sister), a new roommate to take my room, new apartment, new job and a chance to finally get out of the city, to throw this smog cloak from off my shoulders and live a little bit closer to the things that matter. The thought of the 4 minute walk to work and the view of the river outside my new window has been keeping me going lately in the flurry of activity of leaving here, the picking of my brain for all the information it holds, and the doing of a million and one small tasks.
I'm a bit apprehensive, but only in the way that you are when you're changing everything in a fell swoop, and everything that is familiar is going to fall by the wayside, at least for now.......but overall I am just so ready. So ready to leave, to take on new challenges, to have a bit of peace and quiet, to still my mind and just be, rather than just getting caught up in everything that comes my way.