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ahhh
i went shopping today.
i got a bra, shea buttercream icing lotion, pants, half a jacket-chanel owns the other half, and makeup.
yayyy.
spending out of my debt card hurts me.
serouisly i feel so guilty whenever i slide its sweet plastic blade across the pad.
even now, i feel like shit for spending it.
current disapotments and fears
chanels leaving to fresno tommorw, and wont get to spend my bday with me. pooooop
hunger
dance party :\ alot of ppl cant go
what if it like really sucks and its really boring?shittahhh
sheas entry worried me, what if..madi doesnt come for christmas.:O
hamid, as always.
not having a special someone to cuddle with during this cold joyous time of season. ha jk
well, its disapoting, but im not complaining.
anyways.
MY BIRFFFDAYSSS TOMMMORWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!
16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ps: my dad gave me a pack of battires and said its my bday present.
ah shit. he better not be serouis.
i went shopping today.
i got a bra, shea buttercream icing lotion, pants, half a jacket-chanel owns the other half, and makeup.
yayyy.
spending out of my debt card hurts me.
serouisly i feel so guilty whenever i slide its sweet plastic blade across the pad.
even now, i feel like shit for spending it.
current disapotments and fears
chanels leaving to fresno tommorw, and wont get to spend my bday with me. pooooop
hunger
dance party :\ alot of ppl cant go
what if it like really sucks and its really boring?shittahhh
sheas entry worried me, what if..madi doesnt come for christmas.:O
hamid, as always.
not having a special someone to cuddle with during this cold joyous time of season. ha jk
well, its disapoting, but im not complaining.
anyways.
MY BIRFFFDAYSSS TOMMMORWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!
16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ps: my dad gave me a pack of battires and said its my bday present.
ah shit. he better not be serouis.