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You make me sick. Your reliance on substances to make you feel happy is utterly pathetic. Your driving all of us away then wonder why were unhappy. You'll be lucky if I ever come back.
Basically all I want is my birthday, then to go to Maine, and then I'll be ready to go back to Philadelphia. Its strange because if you asked me last summer where I considered home I would have said Stoughton without giving it a second thought, and yet now I have to question myself. I don't associate home with Philly yet... but I miss the freedom I have there. I miss the city life, I miss the bar, I miss the buildings, and I miss the fact that you can do things after 9 at night.
I just wish I wasn't so attached to a few kids here, it would make not coming back so much easier.
Basically all I want is my birthday, then to go to Maine, and then I'll be ready to go back to Philadelphia. Its strange because if you asked me last summer where I considered home I would have said Stoughton without giving it a second thought, and yet now I have to question myself. I don't associate home with Philly yet... but I miss the freedom I have there. I miss the city life, I miss the bar, I miss the buildings, and I miss the fact that you can do things after 9 at night.
I just wish I wasn't so attached to a few kids here, it would make not coming back so much easier.