So..
This weekend, Sunday actually, I'll be taking a redeye flight to MN for an undisclosed amount of time. Yeah, I literally have no idea how long I'll be there. Fucking redeye, did I mention I hate taking those flights?
So yeah, heading to MN. Seems like the last 5 family reunions have been basically for funerals/memorials/last visits etc etc etc, just a tad morbid.... and speaking of morbid
I don't really feel all that different from when I first heard the news. I don't think my everyday life has changed in any particular way. I haven't been able to visit and truly interact with my grandma for at least a couple years, so yeah, no real change there. I think the last year or so of her life, she was really unhappy, because my grandfather passed away, plus the stroke that she had put her in a wheelchair basically and messed with her mental capabilities a bit. She had a long healthy life, all her kids and grandkids have graduated college or are on the track to (except me), and pretty much everyone is successful at what they do (except me again!). I really do feel as though I ought to feel guilty about not being more sad.
So yeah, heading to MN. Seems like the last 5 family reunions have been basically for funerals/memorials/last visits etc etc etc, just a tad morbid.... and speaking of morbid
I don't really feel all that different from when I first heard the news. I don't think my everyday life has changed in any particular way. I haven't been able to visit and truly interact with my grandma for at least a couple years, so yeah, no real change there. I think the last year or so of her life, she was really unhappy, because my grandfather passed away, plus the stroke that she had put her in a wheelchair basically and messed with her mental capabilities a bit. She had a long healthy life, all her kids and grandkids have graduated college or are on the track to (except me), and pretty much everyone is successful at what they do (except me again!). I really do feel as though I ought to feel guilty about not being more sad.