Jun 26, 2006 23:39
i hate fucking feeling this way. do you want me to get competive with you? because i won't do it. i never did anything to you except be your friend...you screwed me over! i wanted to make things better, i wanted to start becoming "close" again. but you rather think of their feelings instead of mine...thats how it always was, though wasn't it. i don't care if you don't want to be my friend...i seriously don't. but i'm not going to run after you and make things better...thats up too you.
i'm not a bitch...but i can't take being run over all the time. i hate being hurt then covering it up. i'm not doing it anymore, i refuse to become fake. since you didn't want to take the time to talk to me anyways i thought i would give you a little clue in that bad look i gave you the other day.