a whole lot

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There has been a lot of changes since my last post back in May. As an update, I do have cysts on my ovaries and my doctor told me I have Hypothyroidism. I took thyroid balancing pills (levothyroxin) for almost three months, but had to stop since my insurance ran out. My insurance ran out do to quitting my job because of other issues. Those "other issues" ended up being depression and anxiety. I would have panic attacks and feel like there was a brick on my chest and physically couldn't function. Needless to say, I am taking fluoxetine (Prozac) and will have to abruptly stop because of no insurance. I am in debt with my bank from over draft charges. Bryan and I broke up I think three times, oh but we are back together and he is helping me financially. He has paid some medical and phone bills. He will also be paying my first months rent for the annex my dad fixed up for me to have a place out here in Avra Valley to call "my own". Is it just me, or is this a ton of crap shoved into a paragraph? *sigh*

When you think you have hit the bottom of your grave, you manage to pick up the shovel and keep mindlessly digging.