brian/justin mix - modern romance
yay, it's finally done! my fanmix. it's brian/justin, set during the ethan arc, i'd say from about 217 all the way through the reunion in 308. pov shifts between brian and justin. there's a lot of ~angst~ and ~anger~ and ~pain~, just fyi (like you needed to be warned). um, i don't really know what else to say, so.
cover art by molta_felicita
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1. aqualung - tongue-tied
we are
drifting
too far
eyes closed
tightly
thinking
there might be
some way
but this feels like the end
2. damien rice - prague
i'm all wrapped up in you
i'm all wrapped up in him too
prepare myself for a war
and i don't know what i'm doing this for
trying to let it all go
but how can i when you still don't know?
3. straylight run - tool sheds and hot tubs
replacing old dreams with flattery from new loves
try 'em on and let 'em go
it might be best to just forget me
you walk away
you know you're better off to
4. jeff buckley - forget her*
don't fool yourself
she was heartache from the moment that you met her
my heart is frozen still
as i try to find the will to forget her somehow
she's somewhere out there now
5. ben lee - cigarettes will kill you
you left me burned and seared
you left me ripped and teared
and older than my years
i should have known at first
that you would leave me hurt
6. stars - toxic holiday
tomorrow's life hurts my eyes
still see me with you
7. the spill canvas - all hail the heartbreaker
and it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
to everything you are
so tonight i'll sit and pick apart your pictures
and overanalyze your words
but the truth is that i've never fallen so hard
it's taking everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far
8. muse - map of the problematique
i can't get it right
get it right
since i met you
loneliness be over
when will this loneliness be over
9. damien rice - accidental babies
well i know i make you cry
and i know sometimes you wanna die
but do you really feel alive without me?
if so, be free
if not, leave him for me
10. yeah yeah yeahs - modern romance
time, time is gone
it stops stops who it wants
well i was wrong
it never lasts
there is no
this is no modern romance
11. mono - life in mono
drowning past regrets
in tea and cigarettes
but i can't seem to forget
when you came along
i just don't know what to do
12. feist - now at last
and at last i see
how my heart was blind
to the joys before me
that i left behind
13. damien rice - the animals were gone
i know i've been a liar and i know i've been a fool
i hope we didn't break yet, but i'm glad we broke the rules
my cave is deep now, yet your light is shining through
i cover my eyes, still all i see is you
14. stars - sleep tonight
my arms reach up as you go down
with buried heads we both forget
all of the past and its regret
*i realize the "her"s can be a little distracting, but this song is so perfect i had to include it.
please, tell me what you think!
EDIT: you can find the mp3 versions of 1, 4, 6, 7, and 10 here
cover art by molta_felicita
download | listen
1. aqualung - tongue-tied
we are
drifting
too far
eyes closed
tightly
thinking
there might be
some way
but this feels like the end
2. damien rice - prague
i'm all wrapped up in you
i'm all wrapped up in him too
prepare myself for a war
and i don't know what i'm doing this for
trying to let it all go
but how can i when you still don't know?
3. straylight run - tool sheds and hot tubs
replacing old dreams with flattery from new loves
try 'em on and let 'em go
it might be best to just forget me
you walk away
you know you're better off to
4. jeff buckley - forget her*
don't fool yourself
she was heartache from the moment that you met her
my heart is frozen still
as i try to find the will to forget her somehow
she's somewhere out there now
5. ben lee - cigarettes will kill you
you left me burned and seared
you left me ripped and teared
and older than my years
i should have known at first
that you would leave me hurt
6. stars - toxic holiday
tomorrow's life hurts my eyes
still see me with you
7. the spill canvas - all hail the heartbreaker
and it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
to everything you are
so tonight i'll sit and pick apart your pictures
and overanalyze your words
but the truth is that i've never fallen so hard
it's taking everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far
8. muse - map of the problematique
i can't get it right
get it right
since i met you
loneliness be over
when will this loneliness be over
9. damien rice - accidental babies
well i know i make you cry
and i know sometimes you wanna die
but do you really feel alive without me?
if so, be free
if not, leave him for me
10. yeah yeah yeahs - modern romance
time, time is gone
it stops stops who it wants
well i was wrong
it never lasts
there is no
this is no modern romance
11. mono - life in mono
drowning past regrets
in tea and cigarettes
but i can't seem to forget
when you came along
i just don't know what to do
12. feist - now at last
and at last i see
how my heart was blind
to the joys before me
that i left behind
13. damien rice - the animals were gone
i know i've been a liar and i know i've been a fool
i hope we didn't break yet, but i'm glad we broke the rules
my cave is deep now, yet your light is shining through
i cover my eyes, still all i see is you
14. stars - sleep tonight
my arms reach up as you go down
with buried heads we both forget
all of the past and its regret
*i realize the "her"s can be a little distracting, but this song is so perfect i had to include it.
please, tell me what you think!
EDIT: you can find the mp3 versions of 1, 4, 6, 7, and 10 here