fic recs and qaf and stuff

[erraticonstilts]

if you're in the mood for a really good, sort of b/j but much more than that but also kind of depressing fic, i suggest you read this (heh, sounds appealing, doesn't it? :P but really. read it). it made me think, you know. hell, i'm still thinking about it now. but don't read it now if you're feeling particularly positive about qaf at the moment. i was. it's like, i go through cycles. sometimes i feel really good about b/j and qaf in general. i believe brian really does love justin and justin is happy, for real happy and not just settling and accepting the 'romance is bullshit' idea, and they do see each other even though justin is in ny, and it all works out. not in marriage and ideal happily ever afters, but in a way that works for them. but then i get pessimistic, and think that maybe justin wasn't entirely happy a.i. (after ian) and still wanted the things brian wouldn't give him, and that even though brian supposedly changed he doesn't intend to keep in contact with justin after he goes to ny, and they grow apart and don't end up together. and maybe i take this all a bit too seriously, but i don't give a shit. i like taking it seriously. makes life more interesting.

but if you're looking for postive b/j angst (like, angst but with relief and good things and such by the end), read this. it's long and angsty and fantastic and memorable post-s5, and i loved it.

i uploaded this new icon because it seemed appropriate and i do like brian/michael. just not romantically.

it's almost 11pm, and i haven't started my homework. i told myself it wouldn't be this way this year, but it is. and i can't seem to make myself care.

this post is heading dangerously toward emo-esque territory, so i'm stopping now.

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