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So after a decent nights sleep, I calmed down. Not that I really needed to calm. More to say, I'm more at ease. I have a habit of going at a gut reaction and loading up on self doubt. Basically, if were a superhero, I would be emo man and that would be the catalyst for me changing and annoying the villain to death.
Part of the problem was that I was questioning relations to begin with and things just added onto that. The other part is that, I'll let you in on a secret, I do actually care about a few people, some more than others for various reasons and in various ways.
Also, as Im not big on emoting, sometimes it all comes crashing down. Also.... I dont know, I just woke up in a better mood. Talking to persons in general probably helped. I kinda miss peples company, hence I got on abby on th phone and made her say she would hang out with me on monday most likely.
On a plus, I went to give my intent to vacate, and it turns out the owners of this complex may be purchasing another one that meets my requirements. Hopefully a discount? I have 95 days until the unit fully reverts back to them, so I've a bit of time. Now I'm waiting to hear from a third room mate. Also I need tp double check with Sastre how long she would part of the lease.
OOH, on another good not, Nicole asked me top work tonight. Yes, I like working, especially easy recital hall gigs. I sit on my laptop. Which I need to buy a new battery for as it doesn't hold a full charge, only about half. I also think I'm going to pick up an 80 gig hard drive for it, so I can load ubuntu on its own thing. Maybe Fedora. Not sure yet. Most likely ubuntu. I don't know why, but using linux makes me feel awesome.
And dammit the post offices are closed. I have a package to send. Maybe during lunch tomorrow.
The next two days are going to be interesting. From what I can gather they are both fulkl days fro Cirque Mechanics: The Birdhouse, followed by a full day of a dance competition. I am going top be very tired sunday afternoon, as I am going to work at mosaic on sunday. Which Im really pleased about as they are adding drums and bass in again. I dont know why, but I rather like working at mosaic. Good people mostly I think.
Part of the problem was that I was questioning relations to begin with and things just added onto that. The other part is that, I'll let you in on a secret, I do actually care about a few people, some more than others for various reasons and in various ways.
Also, as Im not big on emoting, sometimes it all comes crashing down. Also.... I dont know, I just woke up in a better mood. Talking to persons in general probably helped. I kinda miss peples company, hence I got on abby on th phone and made her say she would hang out with me on monday most likely.
On a plus, I went to give my intent to vacate, and it turns out the owners of this complex may be purchasing another one that meets my requirements. Hopefully a discount? I have 95 days until the unit fully reverts back to them, so I've a bit of time. Now I'm waiting to hear from a third room mate. Also I need tp double check with Sastre how long she would part of the lease.
OOH, on another good not, Nicole asked me top work tonight. Yes, I like working, especially easy recital hall gigs. I sit on my laptop. Which I need to buy a new battery for as it doesn't hold a full charge, only about half. I also think I'm going to pick up an 80 gig hard drive for it, so I can load ubuntu on its own thing. Maybe Fedora. Not sure yet. Most likely ubuntu. I don't know why, but using linux makes me feel awesome.
And dammit the post offices are closed. I have a package to send. Maybe during lunch tomorrow.
The next two days are going to be interesting. From what I can gather they are both fulkl days fro Cirque Mechanics: The Birdhouse, followed by a full day of a dance competition. I am going top be very tired sunday afternoon, as I am going to work at mosaic on sunday. Which Im really pleased about as they are adding drums and bass in again. I dont know why, but I rather like working at mosaic. Good people mostly I think.