7am drunken babbling

Jan 24, 2009 07:41

Yeah... it's been forever.

I developed a nervous/stress tick when I was in elementary school. One of the old Native American teachers at summer school was the first to sit me down and work with me on it. help me relax and work out why and what caused it. Stress and tensions - I don't really get nervous, and I tend not to get stressed out and such. I'm generally a laid back guy... maybe a li'l to laid back, on the border of just not giving a shit. This is proof that I do. It's generally just a tightening of/twitch of my throat. I get it occasionally for a day or two during finals or a big project... but it's gotten to the point lately where --I've-- noticed it, my mother's noticed it, and i've no clue why I'm doin' it. I't sbeen... hell, since my freshman year of highschool since I haven't been able to pin why I was doin' it. Then it was over the soccer season as a freshman... now, not quite sure. And that just stresses me out even more.

"Doctor my foot itches"
"That's because it's been scratched raw, so stop itching it!"
"But... but... it itches!!!"

The more i'm aware of it, the worse it gets. I'm drunk (thank you beer pong... or Disorono/vodka/rum/pong...), and i'm still doing it... so... i just want it to stop...

On another note, I've 4 CAD classes... or 12 college credits of CAD. Sooo... again with the no lifage. Be prepared, be very prepared.

We need a legit peer pong table, this 6ft board type thing that only holds 6 cups is really startin' to annoy me.

I... think i'mgoing to pass out now. I'll reread this an' cry over the horrible spelling and shit late. Until then.

BLAH!
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