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[errandboimatsu]

I just don't know what to think anymore.. clearly I can't think straight... since I just keep hitting a certain wall in which I can't get over nor go through it. It's like no matter how high I get I keep falling.. or I have to keep climbing since it just gets bigger. Everytime I think I've reached the top I just keep falling... and falling.. until I finally can't get anywhere else.

I'm a fool to not have done any kind of research.. but why does it matter? I'm a fool to believe in such fairy tales.. but why does it matter? I'm a fool to believe that I can actually have something nice before it just gets taken away or what not... A fool to believe...