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[err_randy]

i thought it would make me happy.
it didnt.
i thought i could be the same.
i couldnt.
things wont ever be the same, and the way that i am handling this, things cant work out.
im so distraught, and its due to my lack of thinking things out.
i shouldve let the notebook get to chapter two.
instead of leaving it bookmarked on chapter one.
fuck.
im a dumb shit.