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My horoscope:
Things that used to be difficult for you are getting a lot easier -- like letting go of people who are not good for you. Today you will be able to effortlessly turn away from some insincere and disreputable people in your life -- and never look back again, no matter what the consequences are. If you are negotiating among friends, don't try to anticipate how other people will react. Just focus on you and that other person. What other people think is not important at all.
Fixed ideas are helpful. Just don't let them stop you from experimenting with other ways of thinking. You may just end up coming back to the old ones, but at least you'll know why you believe what you do.
wierd.
it actually applies to me.
i've been put in both of these situations already.
last night, i turned away levi when he wanted to go to a party.
its was something i did not want to do, but im really done with partying and whatnot.
im proud of myself for it.
but at the same time, i feel like im losing friends for it.
it's whatever, though.
this summer is going to be really wierd.
sams going away for a while.
levis moving away, as well as countless other friends.
im stuck here because there's no way i can go to any college i want.
im stuck going to ASU.
im stuck in san angelo.
im afraid ill get too rooted.
but, i may move out this summer.
though i probably wont, its tough finding a roommate.
but im dying to move out.
or get my car.
or something.
its not like i hate it at home.
i love it.
i just want to be on my own.
i want to be able to make my own decisions.
and drive myself to places without having to worry about taking the truck back at a certain time.
i want to invite friends over for a movie or video games and not have to be quiet as a mouseee.
:]
idk, im just eager to grow up, i suppose.
on one hand, im so excited, i can hardly wait.
on the other, im nervous, im scared.
i guess these are normal feelings for seniors to have.
how wierd.
Things that used to be difficult for you are getting a lot easier -- like letting go of people who are not good for you. Today you will be able to effortlessly turn away from some insincere and disreputable people in your life -- and never look back again, no matter what the consequences are. If you are negotiating among friends, don't try to anticipate how other people will react. Just focus on you and that other person. What other people think is not important at all.
Fixed ideas are helpful. Just don't let them stop you from experimenting with other ways of thinking. You may just end up coming back to the old ones, but at least you'll know why you believe what you do.
wierd.
it actually applies to me.
i've been put in both of these situations already.
last night, i turned away levi when he wanted to go to a party.
its was something i did not want to do, but im really done with partying and whatnot.
im proud of myself for it.
but at the same time, i feel like im losing friends for it.
it's whatever, though.
this summer is going to be really wierd.
sams going away for a while.
levis moving away, as well as countless other friends.
im stuck here because there's no way i can go to any college i want.
im stuck going to ASU.
im stuck in san angelo.
im afraid ill get too rooted.
but, i may move out this summer.
though i probably wont, its tough finding a roommate.
but im dying to move out.
or get my car.
or something.
its not like i hate it at home.
i love it.
i just want to be on my own.
i want to be able to make my own decisions.
and drive myself to places without having to worry about taking the truck back at a certain time.
i want to invite friends over for a movie or video games and not have to be quiet as a mouseee.
:]
idk, im just eager to grow up, i suppose.
on one hand, im so excited, i can hardly wait.
on the other, im nervous, im scared.
i guess these are normal feelings for seniors to have.
how wierd.