night always comes along
i usually will keep the tv on until i fall asleep. for years it made me uncomfortable to lay there with nothing playing in the background. last night while i was falling asleep, it was in someone elses bed,they dont have a tv in their room. for the first time ever, instead of fearing being in the dark, and the silence, i let myself enjoy it. at the end of the day, when the sun sets, i guess its nice to have the natural light of the moon, and your thoughts, good or bad or whatever they may be. and just lay there in it. until you drift off. everything is what you make of it, you just need to see things in a different way sometimes. i think ill enjoy bedtime from now on.