long time....things have changed.
so i noticed i haven't been on here in a long while. so here i am.
well. a lot has changed. a loooot.
i had a boyfriend named jeff. i loved him. and he screwed me over with, at first, thought was my best friend. and i guess there was something going on there, but no action was taken between them. and i blew up. a month went by with the most heartache i've ever experienced, and hopefully will never experience again.
then he came to me. we had a fling...i thought i could do it...but i can't. i'm just not that kind of girl. now i'm really confused. there's another guy that likes me...but my heart is just not into it...but he doesn't know it. i feel bad for him, but i need something to get over jeff. i figured that i can't get over him while i'm still fuckin him and worrying about him. i thought he was the one...and he was..at first. but then he put his guard up and changed. i can't handle something like that. i can't handle this situation.
sure, right now it may feel like i'm extremely depressed...well, i am. but that's just at the moment. i went to my therapist today and she told me things that i needed to hear and that i need to cope with.
" i don't want to feel this over-whelming hostility" - A Perfect Circle
well. a lot has changed. a loooot.
i had a boyfriend named jeff. i loved him. and he screwed me over with, at first, thought was my best friend. and i guess there was something going on there, but no action was taken between them. and i blew up. a month went by with the most heartache i've ever experienced, and hopefully will never experience again.
then he came to me. we had a fling...i thought i could do it...but i can't. i'm just not that kind of girl. now i'm really confused. there's another guy that likes me...but my heart is just not into it...but he doesn't know it. i feel bad for him, but i need something to get over jeff. i figured that i can't get over him while i'm still fuckin him and worrying about him. i thought he was the one...and he was..at first. but then he put his guard up and changed. i can't handle something like that. i can't handle this situation.
sure, right now it may feel like i'm extremely depressed...well, i am. but that's just at the moment. i went to my therapist today and she told me things that i needed to hear and that i need to cope with.
" i don't want to feel this over-whelming hostility" - A Perfect Circle