oh yeah....
so note to self. dont drink sooo damn much!
yeah last night i drank enough to kill an army!
i am feeling better now. but i wasnt feeling ok until about 7pm or so tonight. freaking crazy but fun night. to many shots! vodka and redbull is a killer :P i am a little embarrised about last night. i really should know how much to drink by now. but cody and everyone seemed pretty understanding about it. oh and then my dumb ass loses my keys so when i am actually trying to leave codys today i couldnt find my keys. we searched all over the house and then i finally found them... IN MY PURSE! they were under my walet and stuck. oh well.... so that was fun. cody is still wonderful. i really have to focus on work a little more though. the past two months at work i have really sucked. and i really didnt think it had anything to do with cody and stuff but i am starting to think that it does.. not that it is his fault. but the past 2 months i have sucked and i have been dateing cody for about 2 months now. so i just have to spend less time with him and kate and paul and greg and more time at work and getting my ass in gear. i do spend a lot of time at kates and i have a lot of fun. but i really have to think of my self and work and paying off some bills! i havent had any over time so my checks have stucked ass. so i am going to work more.... pay off bills then i will be happier on that end and then i can get another job if i choose to. oh and i am thinking that at the end of the year..when my lease is up in the apartment that ia m in now, in december. i am going to get a place in downtown chicago. i have been looking at them and as long as i have most of my bills paid off and stuff i should be able to aford living down there. it would be so much fun! i will prob just get either a one bedroom or a studio apartment they are pretty expensive but it would be fucking great. being able to walk everywhere and have TONS of shopping and stuff to do. so that is the plan for now. i just dont know what i would do about a job. i mean i guess iw ill just have to see how ctu is going. and maybe commute, if not i could get a job in a resturant like cheesecake factory or something and make about as much as i am making now. it would be fun too! hehehe anyway it is freaking 1230 and i have to work at 9 so i am going to bed. hope all of you have a wonderful day. and wish me luck with work!
peace and love to all :)
yeah last night i drank enough to kill an army!
i am feeling better now. but i wasnt feeling ok until about 7pm or so tonight. freaking crazy but fun night. to many shots! vodka and redbull is a killer :P i am a little embarrised about last night. i really should know how much to drink by now. but cody and everyone seemed pretty understanding about it. oh and then my dumb ass loses my keys so when i am actually trying to leave codys today i couldnt find my keys. we searched all over the house and then i finally found them... IN MY PURSE! they were under my walet and stuck. oh well.... so that was fun. cody is still wonderful. i really have to focus on work a little more though. the past two months at work i have really sucked. and i really didnt think it had anything to do with cody and stuff but i am starting to think that it does.. not that it is his fault. but the past 2 months i have sucked and i have been dateing cody for about 2 months now. so i just have to spend less time with him and kate and paul and greg and more time at work and getting my ass in gear. i do spend a lot of time at kates and i have a lot of fun. but i really have to think of my self and work and paying off some bills! i havent had any over time so my checks have stucked ass. so i am going to work more.... pay off bills then i will be happier on that end and then i can get another job if i choose to. oh and i am thinking that at the end of the year..when my lease is up in the apartment that ia m in now, in december. i am going to get a place in downtown chicago. i have been looking at them and as long as i have most of my bills paid off and stuff i should be able to aford living down there. it would be so much fun! i will prob just get either a one bedroom or a studio apartment they are pretty expensive but it would be fucking great. being able to walk everywhere and have TONS of shopping and stuff to do. so that is the plan for now. i just dont know what i would do about a job. i mean i guess iw ill just have to see how ctu is going. and maybe commute, if not i could get a job in a resturant like cheesecake factory or something and make about as much as i am making now. it would be fun too! hehehe anyway it is freaking 1230 and i have to work at 9 so i am going to bed. hope all of you have a wonderful day. and wish me luck with work!
peace and love to all :)