awww....
so i really want to go over to codys and just crawl into his bed with him!
i hope that he isnt still in bed but if he is that would be much easier.
i really didnt want to leave this morning at all.
he has been so sweet lately.
and i love cuddling with him and kissing him, he is so cute.
i tryed to give him a compliment lastnight. telling him that his freckles are so cute. but he just said whatever. he is so funny. anyway........ i need to take more pics of that boy so you guys can see how sexy he is! he was all cuddlie last night and kissing me on my forhead and cheek and of course my lips. but wow.... ok i need to calm down. like kate said the wall that he has down right now could build right back up with out even warning. so i have to be careful and not read into things to much. but damnit i am a woman and i do that...... i cant help it! y cant he just work and i stay at home and wait for him! hehehe.... oh wait i did that before and it sucked! i do like working. but i am starting to not like this job so much. it is funny how things work out. i want people to reconize me and i want people to promote me. but then when it actually happens i dont want all this shit. i just want to do my 40 hrs a week and get paid, pay off my bills, buy a house, and live happily ever after. but hahaha....that will never happen. i really am questioning if i want to move up. damnit. .... i dont know if it is because i actually have a life now(outside of work), or that i am only 21 yrs old, or that i am just getting to stressed from this job. i am not sure yet. but i am sure i will figure it all out. i was getting fed up with this job before i even started hanging out with cody and them.... but at the same time. i didnt hate my job....not that i hate it now. god i am so ooo confused right now. and i just farted :) sorry for that!
there is just to much bull shit in the world ..... i need someone to help me through the bull shit. but most of the bull shit i bring on my self so oh well what can anyone else do. NOTHING. but anyway. ... i am going to pretend to work some more. have a wonderful day everyone.
peace out!
i hope that he isnt still in bed but if he is that would be much easier.
i really didnt want to leave this morning at all.
he has been so sweet lately.
and i love cuddling with him and kissing him, he is so cute.
i tryed to give him a compliment lastnight. telling him that his freckles are so cute. but he just said whatever. he is so funny. anyway........ i need to take more pics of that boy so you guys can see how sexy he is! he was all cuddlie last night and kissing me on my forhead and cheek and of course my lips. but wow.... ok i need to calm down. like kate said the wall that he has down right now could build right back up with out even warning. so i have to be careful and not read into things to much. but damnit i am a woman and i do that...... i cant help it! y cant he just work and i stay at home and wait for him! hehehe.... oh wait i did that before and it sucked! i do like working. but i am starting to not like this job so much. it is funny how things work out. i want people to reconize me and i want people to promote me. but then when it actually happens i dont want all this shit. i just want to do my 40 hrs a week and get paid, pay off my bills, buy a house, and live happily ever after. but hahaha....that will never happen. i really am questioning if i want to move up. damnit. .... i dont know if it is because i actually have a life now(outside of work), or that i am only 21 yrs old, or that i am just getting to stressed from this job. i am not sure yet. but i am sure i will figure it all out. i was getting fed up with this job before i even started hanging out with cody and them.... but at the same time. i didnt hate my job....not that i hate it now. god i am so ooo confused right now. and i just farted :) sorry for that!
there is just to much bull shit in the world ..... i need someone to help me through the bull shit. but most of the bull shit i bring on my self so oh well what can anyone else do. NOTHING. but anyway. ... i am going to pretend to work some more. have a wonderful day everyone.
peace out!