Nov 30, 2005 11:19
yea so i havent been able to get on here in a long long time...but now i am...thank god...
theres been some new things going on....
like for instance...
me and kelly are back to being friends again...i love that girl like whoa...im so happy were back to being friends....
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yea my bday went awesome...kinda boring at first considering i fell asleep before nine oclock on the couch at my house...but went out with kel and stayed out for a while....
well yea that was fri night, sat i spent with her again i believe her and dan lol what an awesome walmart trip....
sunday was the first night that i was back at m.w....and my god im so glad i went that night....since kel was out dancin with her boys me and lil amber were left at the table all night and we were sitting there talking for a lil bit and this cute guy came over and was talking to us....his name was gary and he seemed realy really sweet....so i was sitting there later by myself and i was intrigued to stare at him like the entire time he was out slow dancing with his friend....i had found out that his dad was my favorite security gaurd at m.w. so i thought that was pretty cool ya know that he came down to hang out with his dad....newhos...gary had left before i got the brilliant idea to give him my number..i really wanted to get to know him better, so i gave it to his dad, who..left a messege on his phone telling him to call me...so tues. comes around and i get a phone call from him...we talk for a lil while, he gives me his number to call him back and let him know if i could go out on sat night with him....well thursday rolls around and i was going to call him but i had forgotten my notebook so i couldnt call and i was sitting there hoping that he would...well he did, and we went out on sat...took me to the pool hall and then out to eat, after dinner we stayed in his truck just talking some and enjoying each others company....on our way back to my house he made a right and turned into the gilbertsville a.a. and we were talking some and then he kissed me...and well pretty much from that sat weve been dating....hes so amazing...he brought me a rose one night just outa the blue, i got home from work and he called and hes like is it ok if i come over and he showed up lookin adorable and had a single pink rose for me, he is so perfect, he puts me above himself all the time...it doesnt matter what it is im there...wed night i slept over at his house, and we were laying there and his scanner went off and he just let it be..he told me that i was more important to him then a structure fire....lol....i dunno i just have so much in common with him and we think the same thoughts, do the same things simultaneously, say the same stuff at the same time...its like were connected or something at the head...and the heart....like i was laying in his bed and i was playing a part of a lit song in my head and two seconds later he started singing that exact part from start to end...now tell me that isnt weird....wow im just so happy with him, ive seriously never been this happy and loved and comfortable, like yea i was happy for a while with chaz...but not this like floaty happy...its weird, i never really thought i could find someone who is exactly what i want in every aspect, he listens, talks, opens himself up to me(guys never do that for me), takes care of me...and its like the lil things that mean the most to me....like ill be laying that and hell just give me a back massage or hell get up and get me somethign to drink....its so wierd im so not used to being treated like a princess.....
his beautiful irish princess.....